today he asked me to marry him.
and i said no.
he asked if i would marry him one day.
and i said yes.
it’s not going to be for a very long time. we’ve talked about this so many times before but its nice to say it’s officially unofficial.
today jeff’s mom came grocery shopping and of course made her way to my line. halfway through the order she started asking about marriage and how excited she was to watch her future grandchildren.
The best things about being in a relationship:
- good morning texts
- forehead kisses
- cheek kisses
- nose kisses
- sex every day
- snuggle buddy for when the weather is bad (or good)
- getting told i’m pretty every day
- being cute in public
- being naughty in private
- sex
- geeking out to tv shows and stupid movies
- getting picked up all the time
- someone who listens to my complaining
- feeling super protected
- naps
- sex
- goodnight texts
I need a new job because I literally want to kill myself every time I walk into the store. I want mo’ money and someone told me to get more hours. I don’t think they understand, I will literally shoot myself in the face. There is an opening at my dream retail job and I really want to get onto it. It’s twenty minutes from my house but this is my favorite store, working with my favorite things in a mall, in a state in which the minimum wage is much higher than it is in New York. Literally my dream retail job. I don’t know when I’m going back to apply but it needs to be soon because I don’t know how much more I can take of ShopRite.
Edit: Let’s just skip to the part where I can become a housewife.
everything is about to change and it’s fucking scary. at this point, no one’s lives are going to ever be the same again and i’m so scared for what’s coming next. today has been an exhilarating mindfuck and i just can’t wait for it to be over.
my boyfriend and i had to do some serious talking and then he let me be a kid again. we went to shoprite where he bought me ice age fruit snacks and apple flavored chapstick. he told me i was getting too skinny and walked me to my car because i was scared of werewolves. he understands me perfectly and it’s some of the only reassurance that everyone is going to be okay.
94 pounds motherfuckerssssssss
so something really bad happened but i don’t really wanna talk about it because its not my business but i’m dying to share.
a teeny tiny baby little part of me wishes it happens.
i don’t wish bad things but i really really don’t like tommy. and i really really like hannah.
i may have found my love but i’m kinda hoping everyone end ups with who they belong with. i swear if they break up and rob and hannah end up together again my faith in destiny will be restored. i will never question fate or soulmates again.
ahhhhh just had the best day. it got off to a rough start, waking up late and rushing to do a bunch of errands before work. the low point was being stuck in traffic with 20 minutes to do my hair and makeup and go to work when jeffrey called to hear my voice. i almost bit his head off.
i went to work and was on a decent register with will and brittney when i heard my name. i looked up expecting a manager or customer. jeff came to visit after the gym. i honestly just stood there staring at him for the longest time until it clicked that it was him. embarrassing. but i got a cute little kiss and had a wonderful day. amy and her dad came to visit and i took her to meet ollie baba after work. i got to see my baby and we had the nicest animal kingdom/michael’s/starbucks/wendy’s/rite aid/chris britt day. on the way home he sang call me maybe and since u been gone to me and asked if i tweet about that.
never ever ever baby.
i don’t know, it was just a really nice little day. it’s been a a while since we both were happy and i’m so glad today worked out perfectly
official
jesus lawd i love love love love love love love love love my boyfriend so fucking much. i can’t wait for our cute little date tomorrow. we’ve been shooting for the avengers for four days now. each time it’s sold out or someone is cranky or sick or forgets to wake me up. we were supposed to go to a 7:10 showing yesterday and i fell asleep in his bed while we were waiting. he didn’t want to wake me up and we missed it.
not tomorrow. there isn’t a single thing getting in our way.
today i had a customer tell me i looked like amy adams
my high school english teacher told me i looked like reese witherspoon
jeffrey said i look like scarlett johansson
actual photo of me:
tori and garrett just celebrated their four year anniversary. that’s fucking insane. they’ve been together since they were 16. its just really exciting to me. i wanna be with him forever. i can’t wait to celebrate one year, four years, ten years.
i love him so so so so so so so so so so much.
and ollie. i love him even more.
my boyfriend likes my excessive whining. i never thought i’d see the day.
it’s one of those things i only do if i’m comfortable with someone. i drag out words for days. tonight i wanted to raccoon, or prey on my boyfriend when he lies facedown on bed. i climb on top of him and lay perfectly flat, like how baby racoons lie on their mommy. tonight i tried it and he was like “no, my back hurts.”
“but i waaaaaant to. i love raaaaaaaaaacoooooooooooooniiiiiiiiiiiiiing” i whined for at least forty seconds.
he died laughing at me and told me it was cute.
well then.
